Life can feel exhausting — but it shouldn’t.
Anxious Faith is an invitation to pause, to step away from the noise, distractions and scrolling, and discover how the Bible is relevant to us in the midst of our busy lives.
Latest Episodes
Why do some prayers seem to go unanswered? Will God’s will be done whether we pray or not? And if so, what’s the point of praying? This episode we chat with Dr James Banks, a pastor, speaker, author, and writer for Our Daily Bread, about the idea of unanswered prayer. We also revisit Jemimah from Episode 10, whose prayers to be healed from her OCD went—seemingly—unanswered.
What do we do when the challenges of life hit? How can we have hope, when life around us may seem hopeless - even when we have faith? This episode, we look at what it means to have hope when life seems hopeless, featuring Katherine Catlett
We all know how good friends can be, but for more people than we expect, friendlessness and disconnection are significant issues in their lives. How do we go about fixing that? We're joined by Sheridan Voysey, from Friendship Lab, to look at how we can grow our friendships and connections.
We all recognise the importance of rest, but how often do we find ourselves indulging in mindless entertainment when only resting in God can truly satisfy? In the first episode of our new season, we'll delve into what it means to rest in God and how we can practically do that.
We’ve heard lots about anxiety; both from those who experience it, and those who help treat it. But how should Christians deal with anxiety? And why is it such a struggle for so many of us? We’re joined this episode by Paul Grimmond, the Dean of Students at Moore Theological College and author of the book ‘When the Noise Won’t Stop: A Christian Guide to Dealing With Anxiety’.
Men are notoriously bad at understanding our emotions—let alone actually sharing about them with someone else—and it’s to our detriment. So how do we as men learn to open up and start talking about what we’re going through? And… Why should we? Does the Bible tell us to? What better way to open up this conversation than to sit down and chat with Akos Balogh, a fellow Aussie bloke helping us figure some of this out.
Contrary to what many of us have grown up believing, porn addiction is not a “guys’ issue”. It’s a human one. Join us as we chat to Amanda Anaestad, cofounder of The Victory Collective — a ministry centred around community and resources for women struggling with a porn addiction.
Justin Hughes, a licensed professional counsellor specialising in the treatment of OCD, talks about intrusive thoughts, faith, and OCD. He shares how Exposure Response Prevention (ERP) isn't just a great therapy for OCD, but is a tool we can all use to approach difficult things in our life, faith, or relationships — even if we don’t suffer from OCD ourselves.
Self-awareness is something that we all need. But is there a point where leaning into self-awareness is actually just…selfish? Today we’re chatting with Steve Mitchell from the UK, who works as the Senior Vice President of the European branch of our organisation, Our Daily Bread Ministries. Seve is also an Executive Coach who has a passion for helping people have transformative conversations. We’ll hear what coaching is, how it works, and whether there’s a point when spending too much time thinking and talking about ourselves is actually selfish… and unhelpful.
Today we’re chatting to Erin, a mum of two girls from Tennessee in the US, who has dealt with significant periods of anxiety, depression, and suicide ideation which led to multiple hospitalisations and in-patient therapy stays.
Today we’re hearing the story of Keola, a young guy who fought against thoughts of suicide, and turned to unhelpful ways of coping — including trying self-harm, which became addictive. Though Keola’s mental health struggles aren’t all over now, his testimony is one of immense hope.
When we face suffering, it’s easy to wonder where God is. We can feel lonely, isolated … even abandoned by Him. Why is this happening to me?, we ask. How can a good God let me suffer? So what do we do, knowing we’ll face suffering? Today we’re chatting with Dr Katherine Thompson to find out.
Today we’re chatting with Jacob, a life-long gamer, who shares how gaming has affected his mental health — both negatively and for the better. We’ll hear Jacob’s journey and discuss the bigger picture of gaming, as well as what we might need to watch out for in this space as Christians.
Why is loneliness a growing issue? What are its impacts? And, more importantly, what can we as individuals to combat loneliness? Today we’re diving into it with Kimberly Smith, a pastor, speaker, and author of a book on singleness in the church who is passionate about this topic.
You think of a CEO and you probably picture someone who has it all together. But what’s happening behind the scenes? Is it possible that even CEOs can wrestle with mental illness? Dr Matt Lucas is the President and Global CEO of Our Daily Bread Ministries, whom Anxious Faith is a part of — yep, we’ve got the big boss on today.
For years, Josh’s addiction to porn grew and had a hold on his life, affecting his mental health, sense of worth, relationships with others, and faith. Despite trying his hardest to beat the addiction, it persisted — for more than 15 years. So how did Josh eventually find freedom from the grip of a porn addiction?
What leads someone to self-harm? Does it really feel ‘good’ at the time? And how does someone who’s been addicted to self-harm stop? Gabby Wilkinson from Dear God I’m Sad shares about her journey with depression, which led her to a self-harm addiction.
We’re chatting with Noni Potter, the Head of Undergraduate Counselling at Tabor, a Christian college in Australia. She’s passionate about combining her faith with evidence-based psychological methods which, she believes, echo God’s truths.
A common thread through many of the stories we share is our guests’ experiences of being told that their anxiety or other mental health struggles are a faith issue, not a mental one. With a growing awareness of the reality and prevalence of mental health struggles, are there really people who don’t believe that mental illnesses can be a sign of our fallen world, and are instead the result of wilful disobedience to God?
With today being the International Day of Autism Awareness, we’re broadening our scope to learn a little about how autism and other neurodivergent conditions can impact someone’s engagement with church. Our team member Maddy, who is autistic, leads this conversation with Dr Katy Unwin, a Lecturer in Psychology with a PhD in Autism.
Today we’re talking with Ben, an Aged-Care Chaplain here in Australia. Through our chat with Ben, we want to learn more of what mental ill-health looks like for the older members of our society, and what we—as individuals, and the broader church—can be doing to better love, care, and support them.
How do you deal with anxiety that returns, even after doing “all the right things”? Tiffany shares what it’s like to feel like you’ve ‘beaten’ anxiety, only to have it return again. She talks about how she learned to recognise the physical sensations her body was experiencing as “somatic anxiety” — a physical manifestation of anxiety without the typical “anxious thoughts”.
It wasn’t until his 30’s that Akos faced anxiety for the first time, in the form of a panic attack while seated on a small aircraft. That seemingly isolated incident led to a second panic attack, and a third, until his anxiety worsened.
At first, Amelie and her family chalked her anxiety up to the usual stresses of teenagehood and highschool exams, but when it only intensified after high school, she sought professional help. It was then that Amelie was diagnosed with OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder).
Join James, Maddy and Ethan in our final episode of the year to take a look back on where Anxious Faith began and where we’re heading.
This episode we’re chatting to Mary, a young woman in the UK who has religious OCD or “scrupulosity”, a type of OCD where the obsession and intrusive thoughts are all focused around religion and faith.
As a child, Mark suffered significant trauma and abuse, which he did his best to numb himself from. After his doctor noticed he was struggling with a substance addiction, Mark was referred to a rehab centre that could help. Mark calls that day the best and worst day of his life.
Have you ever wondered, ‘What exactly does a psychologist do?’ Or maybe you’ve heard about cognitive behaviour therapy (CBT) and ‘measurement-based practice’ and have no idea what those things involve. Well, Dr Sarah is here to answer all our questions!
‘Mindfulness’ is one of the big practices that are often recommended or suggested to people who are struggling with their mental health. But as Christians, is mindfulness something that we should throw ourselves into without question? Do we need to be careful in following these exercises?
Latest Blog Posts
It was 2014, and I’d lost hope. I lay in bed with tears staining the pages of my journal as I tried to put what I felt into words. ‘I can’t do this anymore’, I wrote. ‘What’s the point?’ Have you ever felt this way before? Like you’ve reached your breaking point, life is hard, and even though you know God has ultimately won the day... you just can’t see a way forward?
I’m an imposter. It was the thought that flew into my mind as the van bumped its way over the cattle grates and through another paddock. I was an imposter, because I wasn’t sure how to connect with God. I’d been feeling distant from Him for months…
With each trite, “Cheer up!” response, I felt myself retreating further into my shell. I didn’t want platitudes. I wanted someone to feel the weight of my disappointment and sit with me in it. Rationally, I knew the pain would pass. But in that moment, all I wanted was someone to cry with me.
Are you exhausted? If you’re anything like me, you’re teetering on the edge of burn-out, struggling to catch your breath and feeling like you’re never getting the rest you need. So what are the things that hold us back from rest? Why does it sometimes feel so elusive? These are questions I’m asking myself, and I hope you’ll explore them with me.
Are you afraid of silence? Our lives are saturated with noise, and taking the time to intentionally disconnect and shut that out—well, it can be kind of scary. So, what’s the big deal about silence? Why is it considered a spiritual discipline? And can it actually help our mental health?
My journey with porn started when I was eight years old. Not a soul found out until I was 13 years old; a once-innocent boy almost dying under the weight of his shame; a boy so gripped by addiction that he held no control and feared there was no longer a way out.
I’d never been afraid to drive, and here I was, sitting in my own driveway, hyperventilating. I started the engine, and as it burst to life, I burst into tears. Something gripped my chest tightly, and it wasn’t going away. All I knew was that I couldn’t get back on the road. It wouldn’t be safe.
So you’ve closed your browser, rubbed your eyes, and wondered; will you ever be able to quit porn? Whether this is your first or your thousandth time wanting to know how to stop watching porn, you can experience freedom.
Do you ever feel like life isn't all it's supposed to be? Like instead of living, you're just ... existing? Life can be full on, and amidst the busyness and overwhelm, it can be hard to sense God's presence. Where is He through the difficult things that demand our attention and leave us stretched and stressed?
At the age of ten, my whole world started collapsing around me. Swept up in the emotional storm of my family crisis, I clawed frantically at anything that might give me some semblance of stability. Food was one of those things; although I couldn’t control the chaos around me, I could control what I ate.
Violent, deathly images flashed through my mind. I gripped the cold porcelain and gritted my teeth as the images pelted me. I first imagined myself holding up a shield against them, yet they simply punctured it. Then I sought to gather each of them up and stuff them in a cage like vermin, but they continued to break free.
What does being an autistic Christian look like, when church spaces are so often hard for me to be in? What does my relationship with God look like, when sometimes I have to fight my own mind and body just to sit with Him? Four years after my diagnosis, I’m still figuring it out. And so is the broader church, I think.
By the time it was my turn to share, fear and panic had subsided within me. Listening to my friends’ anxieties and frustrations made me realize I was not alone. I didn’t need to hide my bitterness or sorrow from my friends. Their authenticity gave me the courage to be genuine.
I know I’m not the only believer who struggles with self-harm and suicidal thoughts. I’m making myself vulnerable here with the prayer that whatever you’re going through, you won’t feel so alone. This is my prayer for you, from the depth of my own struggle.
When my inner world was so gray and cloudy, was it any wonder that I perceived everything around me through the same dark lens? Was it any wonder that, a few months before this when my therapist tasked me with making a list of 100 good things in my life, it took me almost a month to do so?
As a ministry, we want to explore how the Bible is connected to our everyday lives by creating moments for pause and reflection, so the threads between scripture and the things we face seem clear.
We take Scripture and connect it to everyday moments, helping you to understand for yourself how God’s Word speaks to everything we experience.
Together, we want to forge a community where we empower each other to discover the Word for ourselves. Will you join us?
From the community:
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“The podcast sounds brilliant and I found the language and conversation even more helpful; fantastic contributors. I’ll very much be sharing this as a resource and wish I could have had something like this when I was younger!”
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"I was so blown away by the deep vulnerability of the guests, and hearing my friends notice that too was beautiful.”
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“Thank you for sharing these people’s stories. I shared the podcast with a friend who had just suffered their first panic attack, and the timing could not have been more perfect to let her know there’s nothing wrong with her faith - and that she’s not alone”
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"I LOVE your page and what you stand for! There needs to be more space for discussions like this in the Christian community!"
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“It was so good to discover your website. The work your team is doing is badly needed in the world at this time in history. Keep fighting the good fight.”
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"Listening to this podcast has given me a release and relief with my anxiety. I realise how much my faith in God has helped me through those times."
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"Thanks so much for your help with understanding anxiety and what happens at a doctor appointment. I’m a nurse and work with many clients who suffer with anxiety, including myself and will be recommending this website to those people."
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"Absolutely fantastic information, and the practical walk-throughs are just great. Can't thank you enough. God bless you all."
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"Thank you for sharing people's journeys of recovering from depression. It is going to help me to get out of the dark valley."
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"As someone who is a Christian and also struggles with my mental health, I love the conversations here."
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"Even though I've been living with my mental health issues for many years, I have been really blessed by listening to your podcast, and listening to others' journeys is very interesting. May God continue to bless the whole team."
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“A few friends and I just finished listening to the podcast this week and had a very stimulated conversation around it. Thank you for stewarding the stories and contributions so well, I have felt encouraged, educated and validated through each of the episodes!"
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"I am so grateful for the team that put the podcast together. Even though I know that I am not alone in my mental health issues, it’s lovely to hear from others who are sharing their journeys."
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"God bless you all for making this resource available to connect with other Christians who walk this path, where it’s safe to “say it like it is” to people who get it, and know that we are all trying to grow on the same foundation of Christ."
As you might know, Anxious Faith is a project run by Our Daily Bread Ministries here in Australia. We’ve been blessed to journey with this community for four years now, and we’re so thankful for where God has taken this initiative. But it’s time for a new chapter, and with that, we’re announcing that Anxious Faith is coming to a close.